原來……由始至終我都只係一隻 觀.音.兵: 16
又到左第二日
我地一齊番學之前經過藥房
佢叫我幫佢買左盒事後丸
佢話情人節既第二日已經食左粒
但係唔放心所以要食多粒
番到學校之後佢又係好似乜事都冇發生過咁繼續有講有笑
我真係百思不得其解
唔通佢唔開心都要扮開心?
呢日我地又要出去中央圖書館做功課
因為發生咁大件事,我個樣始終有D鬱鬱不歡
M見到就問我
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但係無論如何我都係強逼唔到自己扮開心
M見狀就好晦氣咁話我
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我見佢咁講,唯有勉強擠出笑容同佢玩
坐低之後我地照舊拎部電腦出黎做野
做野其間佢一路係度MSN,仲要成日擰斜部電腦,好似驚我睇到佢講乜咁
做做下佢又去左洗手間
今次我又做左仆街仔,我又開佢MSN Record黎睇
發現左,佢又係度同B甜言蜜語
我覺得有D奇怪,發生D咁既事仲可以同佢講D咁恩愛既說話?
究竟佢諗緊乜?
究竟發生咩事?
呢個時候我開始有D懷疑
開學頭比人強姦完仲可以笑笑口咁扮冇事扮半年?
仲可以同果個男仔繼續相處?
會唔會其實呢個根本唔係事實?
唔會!佢點會用咁大件事黎呃我?!
係喎!M話過B威脅佢要扮到好似佢女朋友咁喎
因此,我說服到自己繼續相信佢
又到左第二日,呢日佢話約我放學後去買野
因為發生左咁大件事
我就成日都叫佢去邊都話聲比我知等我唔洗擔心
有咩事既話我都可以第一時間衝出去救佢
番到屋企之後,佢係MSN同我講
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我真係唔知點回應佢,老實講我覺得佢有D九唔搭八
係咪真係我太過分關心同擔心搞到佢好唔舒服?
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又到第二日
今日M唔洗番學
我就放學之後同第二班朋友食飯
當我一同佢地匯合之後
其中一個朋友(朋友=
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(註:因為我同M半年黎係學校好似糖痴豆咁,好多人都以為我地一齊左)
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我覺得好疲累,我唔想再揣測,究竟佢諗緊乜?我好辛苦
我冇哂心機做功課,冇心機做任何野
行屍走肉咁番到屋企
M來電
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我已經好唔開心,但係我又唔想佢唔開心,所以同佢講
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終於佢都肯比我同佢一齊做
十五分鐘後,佢MSN同我講
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果一晚我去左佢樓下間M記度一齊做
雖然我已經好攰,但係我依然扮個開心樣出黎費事佢又唔開心
做做下功課佢又係度搞我個頭搞我條頸咁撩我玩
其實我有少少唔耐煩,但係唯有陪佢玩
傾傾下佢又同我講
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(同B拖埋手都唔係拍拖?)
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其實我冇唔信佢,因為始終佢冇可能用咁大件事咁大壇野黎呃我
我只係好多疑問
但問出口又驚佢唔開心
直至兩日後,即係星期六晚…