[校園][純愛]《幸運星下的預言》: 第一百二十一章
去到商場之後就打俾眏彤
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眏彤:「你上嚟二樓啦
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跟住你就見到我架喇
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我就喺佢地對面,
佢地依家背住我
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我:「依家嚟
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我同筱瑜成日去呢個商場
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未拍拖嗰陣已經係,
估唔到今日成為咗對我嚟講最殘酷嘅現場
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心情真係好矛盾
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一路行上去嗰陣,
同時間又想掉頭落返去
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我冇諗過行前對我嚟講係咁困難
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細個學行路跌咗落地下,
咪再起返身
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依家唔係呀,
我好驚跌咗落地下,
唔識點樣起返身
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最慘我又好想知道個真相
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更加想佢同我講呢個只係朋友
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乜事都冇發生過
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即使係大話都好
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反正唔嚟都嚟咗,
冇理由呢一刻先放棄
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我仍然都相信自己嘅女朋友
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一上到去就見到眏彤
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我:「筱瑜呢
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眏彤:「佢地喺對面呀
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跟住一望過去,
我見到佢兩個攬住
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筱瑜個頭放咗喺個男仔嘅膊頭上面
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曾幾何時,
我以為得自己個膊頭先至有呢一個福利
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我以為佢只會將個頭放喺我個膊頭上面,
我甚至以為呢個角色只係得我可以擔當
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眼前嘅一幕,
將我所有嘅以為全部批死
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而且好有說服力
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原來一直以嚟都係自己幻想,
你覺得係咁唔代表人地有同樣睇法
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其實人地一直都搵緊另一個膊頭慰藉自己
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或者,
我冇一直維持落去嘅福份
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我同自己講,
一定要抑壓住情緒
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保持冷靜行過去
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聽埋佢最後抗辯,
我冇諗過,
佢會令我嘗試一下鼻頭好酸嘅感覺
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不過,
今次真係講唔到多謝。
跟住眏彤陪我一齊行過去
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筱瑜可能聽到聲,
於是就擰轉頭
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一見到我行緊過去就好驚訝
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嗰陣我扮作冷靜
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我唔想喊苦喊忽
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至少喺佢面前
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我:「你唔係喺屋企整緊野咩
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咁快嚟咗呢度嘅
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唔使溫書咩
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個男仔:「呢個就係你男朋友
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筱瑜:「傑仔等一陣聽我解釋先
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我:「我都想知你有咩解釋
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我嚟咗呢度幾耐
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你地就攬咗幾耐,
你都未答我點解咁快出到嚟
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唔怪得頭先咁快收線啦
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個男仔:「做咩呀你依家
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審犯咁樣
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筱瑜:「呀文
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等我講好冇
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原來嗰個男仔叫呀文
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我:「呢個就係你嗰個青梅竹馬
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呀文:「係呀
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我識咗佢十幾年
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我:「你知唔知我幾戇居
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嗰陣信咗你,
以為你同佢真係冇野
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我冇理到嗰個呀文
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一心一意淨係望住眼前嘅筱瑜,
我好清楚,
我同佢一齊嘅時間正踏入倒數階段
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就算佢做咗咩都好,
我都要珍惜僅餘嘅時間
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趁我未轉身之前
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筱瑜:「er
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好對唔住呀傑仔,
我知今次係我唔啱
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我:「哈哈
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你邊有錯啫
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你從來都冇錯,
都係我衰囉係咪先
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如果我成熟啲你係咪唔會走
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筱瑜:「對唔住呀
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我:「你唔好覺得我真係傻先得啦
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最近幾個禮拜問心你對我嘅態度有冇唔同咗,
心照啦
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約你去邊又唔出,
好喇出到嚟又冇野講
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以前講埋啲濕鳩笑話例牌都俾反應
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最近呢,
你知唔知我以為係自己問題
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筱瑜:「唔係呀唔係你嘅問題
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係我嘅問題呀
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我:「我喺度諗
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自己係咪真係唔成熟
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我知你好緊張考試,
個個人講要溫oral我都唔信
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唔係呀話邊度使溫
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你講我就一定信
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因為我知你好重視自己學業,
原來我都唔係好了解你
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咁假嘅大話都信
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筱瑜:「對唔住呀
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因為你同佢好似,
嗰陣佢又有女朋友
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所以
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我:「即係我係水泡
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筱瑜:「真係好對唔住
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我:「係定唔係
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唔爭在講埋啦,
唔好同我講依家唔夠膽講呀
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我唔信呀
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筱瑜:「係
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我:「ok
可唔可以講埋幾時開始
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我想第日回味呢段初戀嘅時候,
個腦會更加多片段
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唔想淨係記住你嘅好
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筱瑜:「一個月左右啦
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我:「你都犀利呃咗一兩個月
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定係我太戇鳩呢
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筱瑜:「我知係我問題
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唔應該當你係水泡,
你信我丫初頭真係有鍾意過你
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真架
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我:「冇用架
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你所謂嘅鍾意我,
都係因為你覺得我似佢啫
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筱瑜:「唔係呀
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我:「後尾唔鍾意我就係因為佢單身
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咁你都話唔係
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筱瑜冇再出聲,
淨係一味耷低個頭
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我連令佢流淚嘅資格都冇
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原來由頭到尾都係我一廂情願
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哈哈,
呀文:「傑仔呀可
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其實呢都唔止一個月架喇,
我地夜晚成日都講電話
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咁你依家知點解佢夜晚唔搵你啦
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筱瑜都算唔話得
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有時夜晚要同你出街,
佢嗰晚就唔會打俾我
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跟住映彤就出聲
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映彤:「哦,
咁係咪想講你地好有規矩呀
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即係話你地好尊重傑仔喇喎
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筱瑜:「對唔住呀
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跟住一睇佢條頸
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原來重戴住我送俾佢嗰條頸鏈
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我:「你放心
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我點樣都唔會收返條鏈
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你可以慢慢戴,
就算你唔鍾意都唔使俾返我
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扔落海又好送俾人都好
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筱瑜:「係我問題
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唔好意思
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我知我自己就嚟忍唔住,
所以借勢同佢道別
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我:「唔使唔好意思呀冇人有問題呀
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係我心甘情願做水泡,
又係我自作多情以為可以同你長相廝守啫
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好明顯呢個位唔係我
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筱瑜:「對唔住
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我:「得喇你講咗好多次喇,
真係唔使講對唔住
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你兩個開心啲啦
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我走喇,
差一個月就一年,
依家咪幾好唔使嘥錢買紀念品
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你知啦年年買就好貴
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多謝你幫我慳返一筆
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以後都唔使買
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於是我就擰轉頭走人,
我已經輸到一敗塗地
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我唔可以再喺佢面前流一滴眼淚
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係咁嘅話我就連少少尊嚴都冇埋
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一定要扮灑脫,
初戀,
咁就結束了。
到死一天都會刻骨的記得這一課