[真人真事][校園][純愛]《兩個我加一個妳》: 第一百零六章
望住佢走,
我都要落返去上堂架
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一路上堂嗰陣,
腦入面一路諗呢件事
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其實我重有一絲希望佢只係鳩吹
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雖然我知好唔真實
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睇佢反應都知唔係講大話,
不過成日講嘅,
其實人從來都係唔願意接受自己預期以外嘅野
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總係會諗好多所謂嘅藉口出嚟,
從而去滿足自己
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唔係話唔知道真相,
只係唔想去接受
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倒不如自欺欺人嚟填補自己心靈,
好明顯我就係呢啲戇鳩仔啦
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當日我一路冇將呢件事同任何人講過
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我諗過同Cyrus講,
不過嗰陣好多人同埋點都係上緊堂
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咁就費事搞咁多野啦
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跟住好快就放學,
呢一堂老師成日都遲放
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當佢一話放學之後,
我就即刻望出面睇下見唔見到芊靈
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因為平時佢一定係出面等我
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我出到去佢第一句就同我講
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「帶齊啲野未,
手冊功課筆袋銀包水樽
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不過今日就唔見咗佢
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唔知點解嗰陣有個預感,
我同佢可能以後都返唔到好似尋日咁樣
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你冇睇錯真係尋日
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短短一日已經咁大變化,
有邊個諗得到,
嗰陣我好想sms佢,
不過諗諗下頭先佢搵我嗰陣個氣氛咁尷尬
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佢依家亦都冇過嚟搵我,
如果再去煩住佢好似唔多好
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同埋佢都話好快就走,
可能真係唔得閒做咁多野呢
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結果最後我就冇sms佢
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自己返去屋企。
跟住嗰幾日,
可能大家都估到,
我同佢真係好少見面
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真係可以忽然之間冇聯絡
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明明大家同一級,
班房係同一層,
講緊只係一個禮拜之間嘅事,
唔係完全冇見嘅
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朝早集會見到啦,
不過都係見佢背面
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平時小息食飯上堂去揸水嗰陣,
經過佢嗰班門口都特登望佢啦
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我又唔想刻意咁去望,
嗰陣我要扮灑脫丫嘛屌
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我都講過啦,
反正佢終歸都要走,
我寧願一早接受以後冇佢嘅日子
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好過到佢真係走嗰日,
大家好似奔喪咁樣喊到成地眼淚鼻涕
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同埋我覺得佢有意無意咁想避開我
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之前有提過,
我同佢平時係喺學校嗰個乜撚野園林休憩區食飯嘅
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不過自從嗰日之後,
我就再冇見過佢喺嗰度
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我都喺度諗,
其實都真係唔知點樣面對佢
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可能佢同我同一樣諗法啦,
所以特登唔見我避開我
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講明先呀嗰陣我係唔知真相係點架
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只係我自己推斷(ff)出嚟啫
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最衰嘅係我地嗰班啲老師成日都遲放
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每次放學嗰陣我都想過去搵佢,
不過每次都係嚟遲一步
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去到佢班房嗰陣,
永遠都係人去樓空
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我可以做嘅,
只係最卑微咁樣喺走廊出面望入去見到佢
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不過講真都唔係成日見到佢,
有時小息得閒過去廁所揸水經過佢班房,
佢個位周不時都唔見人
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哈哈唔通真係咁了解我
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知道我想趁去廁所嗰陣望佢,
所以小息就特登唔喺度
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係咪我諗多咗
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唔知啦,
不過可以肯定嘅係,
依家個處境,
就好似當初想識佢嗰陣咁樣
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搵嚟搵去都真係搵唔到佢
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唔同嘅係,
當年我係好熱衷於去起佢底,
不惜行十幾層樓梯,
穿過幾多個班房嘅情況之下,
都要搵到佢
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依家反而係有心無力,
成日都會諗既然佢都就嚟走,
自己個心態係咪應該咁堅持呢。