[真人真事][校園][純愛]《兩個我加一個妳》: 第一百零五章
我重好記得嗰日係12月頭嘅事
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邊一日都記得不過唔講出嚟啦
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因為費事講咁多日子出嚟令到大家混亂,
到時唔知邊日打邊日
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所有野都好正常,
係直至去到食完飯之後
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大家返咗各自嘅班房,
就嚟打鐘之前嗰兩個字
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芊靈行咗過嚟我班房叫我出去
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我:「話咗你掛住我啦
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啱啱先食完飯而家又過嚟搵我
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其實我都慣咗咁樣講野
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況且其他人都知我同佢成日一齊
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已經覺得冇乜特別
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中學嗰陣係咁架啦,
所謂緋聞都係傳一陣就傳第二對
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芊靈:「你出嚟先啦,
有野想同你講呀。」
嗰陣覺得佢好似真係有重要野講
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因為語氣好少咁凝重
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平時都係講埋嗰啲
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「好煩呀邊有人掛住你」呢啲死人野
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不過頭先唔係
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跟住我就梗係認真返啲啦
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拿拿臨就行咗出去班房門口
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重特登揀咗比較少人嘅樓層
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佢話方便傾喎
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去到之後,
我:「做乜咁認真
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去少人地方又唔想去返我地嗰層
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屌講真喎發生咩事
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芊靈:「其實呢想同你講好耐
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一直都喺度拖,
拖拖拖拖拖拖咗成個幾個月,
頭先食飯都想講
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結果又係講唔出口
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不過我覺得點都要講,
所以
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就依家特登行過嚟搵你同你講。」
嗰陣我心諗
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佢條友咁緊張重唔係想同我表白
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屌今次真係有機會
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做咗咁耐人從來未試過俾女仔主動表白,
今次終於零的突破
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你仆街喇
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我:「講咩呀快啲講丫
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當然我都知咁樣會好尷尬啦
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所以特登扮戇鳩仔乜都估唔到算
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費事佢咁難堪
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芊靈:「你聽住,
以下我所講嘅野真係好認真好認真好認真
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我:「你次次連續講三次同一樣野嗰陣,
都係好認真架啦屌
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第一日識你咩
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快啲講啦
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芊靈佢又喺度似笑非笑
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芊靈:「原來你知呀
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我:「咁都唔知我砍頭埋牆算啦
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唔係當我真係戇鳩仔呀嘛
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芊靈:「咁我講架喇。」
我:「洗耳恭聽
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芊靈:「兩個禮拜之後,
即係今個月19號,
係我嘅last day
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我:「我梗係知啦
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返埋嗰日放聖誕假丫嘛
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你真係太天真
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諗住講啲咁樣嘅濕鳩大話我就會信
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芊靈:「唔係呀,
我係講退學
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會去外國。」
晴天霹靂
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我諗呢一世人都唔會成日有機會經歷返同樣嘅感覺
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又唔可以話唔開心,
因為唔開心嘅時候你識去點樣發洩,
呢次就唔係呢一種感覺
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總之就係個心冤住冤住咁樣
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失望唔緊要呀反正我唔係第一次失望,
只不過今次呢所謂嘅意外真係有啲偏差
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偏差到我自己都唔(願)相信。
我:「下
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你講咩呀
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芊靈:「知唔知今年9月發生咩事
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我:「做咩呀
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芊靈:「有冇聽過金融海嘯
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我:「有呀
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咁同你走有咩關係
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芊靈:「我都唔清楚有咩關係
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因為daddy媽咪每次講嗰陣,
我都係唔願聽唔想聽
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簡單講就係金融海嘯波及到我地,
公司會執笠
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佢建議我地一家三口飛過去我姑姐嗰度投靠佢,
姑姐都同意咁樣做係最好,
而過到去之後,
我會喺嗰邊讀書,
詳細真係唔清楚
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因為我冇留意佢地講嘅野,
每次一聽到呢個話題我就唔想知
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我接受唔到我要離開香港
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嗰陣嘅我其實唔知乜野係金融海嘯
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亦都唔知咩係雷曼
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唔好話就算係依家我都真係唔係好清楚,
我呢啲戇鳩仔費事買股票啦屌
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冇咁嘅本錢,智慧去玩,
我又唔夠膽信財經台嘅巴打
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我:「可唔可以同我講
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你依家係咪講緊笑
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係咪想報復我成日鳩吹
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所以咁樣玩我
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芊靈:「我都好希望係講緊笑
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其實我好早已經知道呢個事實,
不過有時真係唔知點樣講
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對住Michelle我好容易就可以講出口,
對住其他兩個姊妹都係,
唔知點解就係對住你嘅時候,
每一次我下定決心擺到喺嘴唇邊,
但係一見到你,
我就冇咗應該有嘅勇氣
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不過我知唔可以再拖落去,
點都一定要講
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我:「即係咩意思
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芊靈:「你想唔想我走
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答我,
想,
定係唔想。」
我:「下
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你想我點樣答
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芊靈:「根據你嘅意願嚟答
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想定係唔想就係咁簡單
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我:「乜我答案有用咩
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有效力咩
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芊靈:「唔使理有冇效力,
我淨係想知你點樣答。」
喺嗰陣,
我覺得個氣氛真係太差太凝重
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我好唔鍾意咁樣
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所以嗰陣我做咗一個戇鳩仔,
就係諗住等件事輕鬆啲
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我:「唔係呀去外國幾好呀
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又可以識鬼仔
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芊靈:「我好認真同你講
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我希望你都係好認真咁樣答我
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跟住我當然轉一轉語氣
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我:「講真嘅,
我唔知你屋企有咩問題啦
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但係我諗你老豆你老母應該清楚過我掛
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既然佢地話走……
咁
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咪走囉……」
每一次就係咁樣,
我呢啲死人性格由細到大都改唔到,
總係好怕令人窒息嘅氣氛,
一遇到咁樣就周身唔聚財
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所以自己一定要扮到好輕鬆咁樣,
從而令自己舒服啲,
同埋,
喺嗰陣我覺得,
如果佢真係咁重視我意見的話,
我覺得我應該係成全
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而唔係挽留
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點解
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因為嗰陣佢係「通知」我佢要走,
亦即是話已成定局
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只係行過嚟同我講咁解啫,
既然我唔可以改變呢個事實的話,
咁我再喺度挽留嘅話只會令到件事更加拖泥帶水
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我點樣講,
都講唔服佢唔會走
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既然係咁就不如順水推舟
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嗰陣我係咁樣諗
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芊靈:「你捨得咩?」
我:「捨得啲咩
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芊靈佢大力吸一吸氣,
芊靈:「你捨得……我咩
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我嗰陣係咁同自己講
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我一定要望實佢隻眼,
同埋要扮到不經意
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我唔認為大家喊苦喊忽可以改變到件事,
既然係咁就不如灑脫啲
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即使係扮都好
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我:「冇話捨唔捨得嘅,
依家科技咁發達呀成日有得傾計啦
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你返嚟又可以搵我,
又唔係真係一世都唔返嚟
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我捨唔捨得同你要走……
唔係好關事
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芊靈:「ok,
我……明白喇,
嗯
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跟住佢就走咗,
嗰陣我重係懵然不知
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企定定咁樣望住佢,
喺個我視線入面變得愈嚟愈渺小,
最後消失埋,
從嗰日起,
我同佢就愈走愈遠
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