[真人真事][校園][純愛]《婚宴上的重遇》: 第八十一章
之後,
自己有一刻以為若凝其實係吹水
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根本就冇去英國,
直至我見到佢喺面書上載左佢喺外國嘅相,
我先知已經唔可以再呃自己
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真係走左喇
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佢應該唔係搵佢前男朋友嘅,
因為張張相都係得佢自己
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我依家連人都見唔到,
仲諗埋呢啲野,
其實真係好無謂
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喺度我不如講呀我之後嘅生活啦
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咁我之後就上大學啦,
之前都講左,
大學好難真係再拎個心出嚟交朋友
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當時我已經知呢樣野
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所以每日都係嘻嘻哈哈咁樣過,
盡量帶住一個面具啦
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有咩唔開心同埋煩惱都唔會講,
最慘就係你以為你同佢可以交心,
人地當你傻仔咋
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喺背後將你啲野講出去
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我仲要喺度讀多幾年
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自自然然識做
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所以我從來都冇同佢講關於若凝嘅事,
佢地問親我中學點樣,
有冇同女仔曖昧過
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我全部都話冇
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亦都冇鍾意過人
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初頭佢地唔係好信,
但我講左幾年,
最後佢地終於接受左
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仲曾經問過我以前係咪基
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喺我角度睇,
我寧願俾人誤會,
都唔想再將以前嘅事講一次出嚟
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又或者其實係我根本就面對唔到,
所以唔敢講出口,
提都唔敢提.
話說喺讀大學嘅期間
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我拍過兩次拖,
唔好問我點解會有人鍾意
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其實我都唔知
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明明我都係一個毒男
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平時野都唔講多句
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或者鍾意根本就冇得解
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兩次都係女仔追我,
我都係抱住一個順其自然嘅心態
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不過兩次都拍唔長,
幾個月就甩左
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但係老實講,
嗰陣分手嘅感覺其實唔係好傷心,
甚至乎可以話冇乜影響
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至少同我以前經歷嘅冇得比,
嗰陣我就唔知點解咁啦,
依家我就明
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好記得第二任女朋友分手嗰陣同我講
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「你根本就冇俾我進入你嘅世界.」
佢最後一句係咁同我講
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慢慢諗返起,
其實又好似真係
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我自己都知衰
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好似冇將佢地嘅事放喺心上咁樣
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拍拖一個月紀念日唔記得,
佢生日亦冇為佢做好多野
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因為嗰日好忙,
最後淨係食放題就算
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蛋糕都冇食
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有時寧願同呀成,丁仔,呀余佢地打機都唔傾電話,
喺嗰陣,
連呀成佢地都話我唔似拍拖
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可能人大左,
唔會好似以前咁樣對身邊嘅人咁上
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定其實係對象問題呢
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我諗我應該知邊個先係原因
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只係冇講啫,
係去到分手嗰一刻,
我先知自己幾唔稱職
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唔關女方事
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係我問題
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難辭其咎
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或者咁講,
其實我自己知道點解會拍拖,
你估真係唔識拒絕咩,
唔好玩啦
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我唔相信有人係唔識拒絕,
如果嗰個人真係唔想嘅話,
我拍拖嘅主因,
可能係想用另一個女仔嚟取代若凝喺我心入面嘅位置,
我講得出嚟就預左俾人鬧
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事實上亦即係抵鬧
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咁樣做真係好唔要得,
唔好玩愛情,
愛情亦都唔好玩,
係唔鍾意的話就唔好拍拖喇
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真係會害人
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所以之後我都冇再拍拖,
冇去追求人,
當然亦都冇人要我呢件蛋散
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做返一隻單身狗,
無謂再害人啦
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經過今次我知道,
原來搵第二個女仔,
唔代表一定可以取代原本嗰個女仔,
至少喺我身上,
呢一招係行唔通.