[真人真事][校園][純愛]《婚宴上的重遇》: 第七十六章
跟住嗰排我嘅生活大致上都冇變,
都係好似之前咁樣
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當然啦,
依家放左學就得閒好多
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唔使再陪人食野,
去呢度去嗰度,
一支箭就衝返屋企
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食晏晝都係
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永遠都係同呀成,丁仔,呀余嗰幾條蛋散食,
佢地班友又真係日日去同一間餐廳食
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車仔麵
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一次都冇食過,
禮拜六日放假更加全日喺屋企,
本來我就係一個鍾意喺屋企溫書嘅人
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唔使行,
又唔使俾車費,
不知幾正
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我嗰陣係咁同自己講,
好快就會慣
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依家我都過得好自然,
完全冇唔習慣呀
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只係,
有時放學返屋企嗰陣,
望到屋企個鐘,
我嗰啲死人性格又嚟料
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原來我之前未試過咁早返屋企,
禮拜六日放假又係,
依家先覺得,
原來去自修室溫書,
都未嘗唔係一件好事
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起碼會有條友陪你一齊加油,
面對a-level,
原來我唔係想象中咁獨立,
不知不覺間,
依家已經同一年前嗰個自己有啲唔同
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原來習慣真係會變,
最慘係,
變完之後要回復原狀,
真係適應唔到
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當時嘅我唔明,
明明自己已經話左放低,
點解都仲係咁
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依家嘅我就梗係明啦,
鬼叫嗰陣自己太戇居
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咪諗唔到點解囉.
我同若凝嗰陣係一句計都冇傾過,
甚至乎面對面眼神交流都好少,
大家好有默契咁樣劃清界線
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河水不犯井水,
有時喺早會,
對眼總係忍唔住會望住佢背影
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然之後一轉身準備上返去班房嗰陣,
就會移開視線
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每日就係咁,
有時如果嗰日冇早會的話,
咁就唔會有呢個情節,
我同佢就算喺學校裏面撞到,
大家都係各自同隔離嗰個人傾計,
笑得好開心
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永遠都唔會望大家
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呀唔係,
其實我係會望,
不過係遠望嗰隻,
我一遠望見到佢,
跟住就全情投入,
同隔離嗰個人傾計
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我唔知佢係真係望唔到,
定係點啦
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我已經唔會再ff
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我估班上面啲人大家都知咩事,
抽開水嗰班人冇再抽,
佢地可能覺得,
呢兩條友無啦啦會冇野講
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實有古怪啦,
不過佢地都好識做,
冇當面問
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你知啦,
當面問真係好尷尬
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到時我真係唔知點樣反應
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總之我嗰陣就係一條心向住a-level,
其他乜都唔諗
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我以為自己係咁
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之後學校搞聖誕聯歡會,
話晒都係最後一個聖誕聯歡會,
全部人都有去
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咁我地班嗰幾個揸弗人就話,
放學不如戴聖誕帽啦,
氣氛好啲,
一見到聖誕帽,
我就諗返起上年聖誕,
若凝喺條街叫我一齊戴聖誕帽
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唔知佢仲記唔記得呢
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我諗應該唔會喇,
呢啲咁無聊嘅野,
佢點會放喺心上
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你估佢好似我咁戇居咩
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一早話要放低佢,
但係成日唔小心諗起佢嘅回憶,
嗰種回憶真係控制唔到
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自己湧出嚟,
上年今日都估唔到今年聖誕我地會咁啦
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世事真係好奇妙,
佢係因為避開佢前男朋友,
所以先嚟呢度讀書,
如果冇佢前男朋友,
咁呢一年幾嘅事就唔會發生
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同時間,
亦都係因為佢前男朋友,
我地就分開左
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冥冥中真係有主宰,
去到平安夜,
我喺度諗,
唔知佢聖誕成點呢,
同緊佢班朋友一齊
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定係同前男朋友共渡聖誕?
但係佢又話佢前男朋友已經走左,
其實係咪真
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又或者佢可能已經飛左去外國陪佢,
點都好,
都已經唔關我事啦.
咁之後我同若凝又唔係完全冇傾計嘅
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大家都知我同佢係班會嘅宣傳,
有一次,
我記得係喺我生日嗰排,
亦即係2010年嘅一月
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咁我地嗰日就開班會,
傾完之後準備走嗰陣,
若凝:「呀行你好似就嚟生日喎
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我估下都呆左一呆
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估唔到佢會主動撩我傾計,
同埋佢會記得
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我嗰陣一定要扮到好正常
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唔可以將我嘅情緒表露出嚟,
當係一個普通朋友咁樣處理
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我係咁同自己講,
我:「係呀
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若凝:「生日快樂.」
我:「多謝呀若凝
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佢唔會再叫我傻仔行,
我亦都唔會再叫佢若凝姐,
大家叫返一般人都知嘅暱稱就算
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幾陌生呀
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就係咁,
我望住佢背影走,
咁樣都叫好頭好尾丫,
用一句生日快樂做結尾,
但係我好清楚,
我地真係已經返唔到去以前,
過去嘅日子,
已經唔會再返嚟,
點解啲人咁感慨,
成日都懷念以前,
我諗我依家終於明.