[真人真事][校園][純愛]《婚宴上的重遇》: 第七十五章
之後我返到屋企,
就忍唔住喊左出嚟
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老實講,
我地啱啱先咁樣面對面嘈完嚟,
星期一都唔知點樣面對佢
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大佬仲要坐隔離
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依家我地搞到咁,
關係已經破裂左,
正常如我所願應該開心丫
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點解仲會有咁嘅情緒
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明明我已經一早話放低佢,
係咪嗰陣我決心唔夠
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或者嗰陣太細個又好,
太戇居都好,
是但一樣啦
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我就係咁同自己講,
真係已經完左喇,
唔好再有無謂嘅憧憬,
我已經唔鍾意佢
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不斷咁樣提自己
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當然我都係去到後來先知,
係咁提住自己唔鍾意佢,
其實咪即係仲鍾意
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唔鍾意嘅話使乜提
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當時嘅我,
只係喺度自欺欺人
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正常計,
有啲人下定決心,
忘記一個人嗰陣,
係會剷除埋佢嘅facebook
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甚至係其他嘅野,
費事睹物思人啦
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但係我嗰陣,
一啲都冇呢個諗法,
嗰陣我自己應該知點解唔剷除,
不過我冇同自己講,
又或者係刻意唔諗點解
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甚至乎佢送俾我嗰個護符,
我仍然扣返喺銀包嗰度
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一啲都冇諗過唔要,
我好知道,
一扔左呢個,
以後就搵唔返同等價值嘅野,
若凝未必會再送野俾我,
而且個護符亦都係佢第一次送俾我,
一生只有第一次,
就算搵到第二個一樣嘅護符,
都已經唔係嗰個
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事後諗返起,
雖然我嗰陣做乜都係錯,
唯獨係呢一樣.
之後禮拜一返到學校,
我好記得嗰日我係特登早啲返去
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點解
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因為我想同班主任講想調位,
你地啲點解想調位啦
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一嚟已經唔敢再面對佢,
二嚟當幫自己唔記得佢
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咁我就同班主任講,
坐得太後望唔到黑板,
可唔可以調前啲,
我好清楚自己死人性格,
如果我坐後過若凝,
一定會成日偷望過去
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所以我就選擇調前啲
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亦都好好彩,
班主任批准,
嗰個女同學又肯
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我特登揀一個同若凝啱傾嘅女同學調,
唔揀啲狗公
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我知佢唔鍾意,
就當係我為佢做嘅最後一樣野
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當然佢都唔會放喺心上架啦,
一啲咁微不足道嘅野,
係我呢啲小毒毒先會留意啫
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跟住我地早完會返到去班房,
我差啲去左之前坐嘅嗰個位,
坐左成年,
你話完全冇習慣就係呃你
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好彩之後理性制止左我,
同自己講,
已經唔係坐喺嗰度喇
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世界上所有野,
其實都係講緊習慣
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一習慣左就冇事,
只係時間嘅問題,
我唔知若凝點諗,
嗰日有乜反應,
因為我已經冇望佢
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嗰日嘅晏晝,
我喺地下撞到佢,
都係直行直過,
扮見唔到佢算
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跟住就同隔離嗰個傾計,
我好驚一望到佢,
我對眼就會俾佢迷住
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一俾佢迷住,
就會前功盡廢,
根本就唔會忘記到佢
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所以一定要下定決心,
唔會再同佢有接觸,
夜晚上到床,
可能夜闌人靜嗰陣,
自己特別鍾意諗野,
覺得咁樣好舒服,
當然亦都係瞓唔著啦
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眼瞓嘅話邊會諗,
腦海無啦啦浮現返起當日我喺公園見到嘅一幕,
唔通俾我嘅衝擊真係咁大
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我嗰陣喺度諗,
其實咁樣做係咪真係啱
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第日真係唔會後悔
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時間一過左就唔會返轉頭,
最激氣嘅係,
我嗰陣覺得將來我真係唔會後悔
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自己喺度同自己講,
要頂住上,
過左一排就會冇事,
同若凝斷絕來往,
係最好嘅處理方法.