[真人真事][校園][純愛]《婚宴上的重遇》: 第七十四章
我:「如果我同你講,
想試下放低佢
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你點樣睇
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呀成:「冇話點樣睇嘅
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不過你唔後悔咩
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我:「後唔後悔冇人知
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但係我唔想再俾若凝牽著走.」
呀成:「即係點唔係好明
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我:「頭先我都講啦
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近期發生嘅事,
令我覺得我或者可以同佢拍拖
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但原來只係我呢個傻仔一廂情願
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呀成:「咁我都明嘅
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但係咩叫牽著走
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我:「唔知你有冇試過啦,
亦都可能係我太戇居
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我成日會俾若凝影響到我,
特別係情緒,
好似今次咁,
只係見到佢同另一個男仔攬住,
我就已經咁樣
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中毒太深喇
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我好想自己管理返自己嘅情緒
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唔想再受其他人嘅影響.」
呀成:「有時鍾意人係咁架啦
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特別係中學雞
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我:「最緊要嘅係,
佢對佢前男朋友餘情未了,
我同佢基本上已經冇發展嘅空間
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咁就無謂嘥時間啦
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呀成:「我驚你第日會後悔
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我:「唔知架
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但係依家我淨係想放低佢,
成日喺佢身邊,
但其實自己唔係好了解佢
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好似好近又好似好遠
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再加上今日見到咁嘅場面,
反正都冇機會,
咁就不如算啦
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趁依家時間尚早,
長痛不如短痛
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呀成:「你自己有諗法得啦
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始終做決定嗰個係你
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唔好後悔就得,
條路係自己揀
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我:「嗯.」
你問返依家嘅我,
我都唔知點解自己會有呢個諗法
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可能我嗰陣晏晝見到嘅畫面,
實在真係好大衝擊啦
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見到自己鍾意個女仔同第二個男仔攬住,
反應梗係大架啦
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愈鍾意就愈大反應
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自己嗰一晚喺度諗,
個決定係咪好魯莽
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可能係可能唔係啦,
但正如我所講,
反正都係冇機會,
咁就不如早啲斬纜
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但係我想講一句,
呀成真係好了解我,
佢一早提左我,
只係當時嘅我冇理會.
返到去學校
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大家都仲記得我同若凝係坐隔離,
點會完全冇野講
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其實嗰陣內心喺度掙扎緊,
打從心底就梗係唔想同佢完全零接觸啦
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有邊個會想丫
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但係我自己都知自己嗰啲吊兒郎當嘅性格,
如果唔決絕啲嘅話,
根本就一定唔成功
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依家諗返起真係好低b
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好記得嗰個禮拜,
若凝叫我做乜野都話唔得閒,
無論係食晏晝好,
平時出嚟行街或者溫書,
甚至係打羽毛球都好
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我全部都冇應約
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一句唔得閒就算
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平時唔係架嘛,
從來都係冇托佢手踭
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即使係上堂撩我傾計,
我都係HEA佢
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佢都唔係蠢
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開始知道咩事,
其實有眼都知咩事
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調返轉頭,
如果佢突然間唔理我,
我都知咩事啦
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好記得嗰日係禮拜五,
09年10月16日
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唔好問我點解咁記得個日子,
日後我會提及
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咁嗰日放學,
我就正常返屋企啦
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去到一個轉角位,
就見到若凝喺度等我
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如果係以前,
我一早行過去啦,
跟住就一齊行街
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但係今次我唔係咁做,
我選擇左直行直過,
好似好瀟灑咁樣,
依家先知其實係戇居到冇朋友
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當我過左若凝之後,
若凝就即刻出聲,
若凝:「發生左咩事呀
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點解呢個禮拜你變左第二個人咁樣
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我:「做咩呀
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我一定要扮到好正常
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唔可以佢知我個諗法係點樣,
若凝:「問親你邊度都話唔去,
之前你都唔係咁
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我:「有時真係唔得閒嘛
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若凝:「唔得閒
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之前嗰一年全部都得閒
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係今個禮拜先開始唔得閒
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我:「係都冇計架喎
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我點知咁多點解呀
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若凝:「喺學校呢,
喺學校又得閒喇掛
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我:「你又唔係唔知
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仲有半年就考a-level
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唔得閒好正常
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若凝:「忙到食晏都唔同我食
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係咪真係咁唔得閒
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我:「真係呀
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若凝:「之前又話當我出到聲嗰陣,
會陪我食晏嘅
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我:「之前還之前啦
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我點估到今個月會咁唔得閒
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若凝:「其實係咪發生左啲事
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唔知點解,
喺嗰一刻我忍唔住,
真係講左發生咩事
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可能俾佢問得多啦,
有少少火火地
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所以就衝口而出,
我:「你真係想知咩事
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若凝:「係呀,
點解你會變到咁
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我:「你禮拜六做咩嚟
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若凝:「咪同平時咁,
冇乜特別
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哦,
唔通你見到......」
我:「係呀
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我真係見到
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若凝:「唔係你諗咁樣
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我:「之前又話你個男朋友點樣呃你
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原來已經復合返
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若凝:「唔係呀你估錯晒
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我:「親眼見到都仲有得估錯
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若凝:「嗰日佢嚟搵我,
係因為佢就嚟要去外國讀書,
佢問我可唔可以喺佢臨走之前,
見佢一面
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咁既然佢都就嚟走,
咁就無謂拒絕佢
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我:「咁點解會攬住
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乜見面包埋攬嘅咩
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若凝:「係佢無啦啦攬埋嚟
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佢話可唔可以俾佢攬一分鐘,
我話唔想架
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點知佢就一下攬埋嚟
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我:「唔想又唔反抗
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若凝:「既然佢都就嚟走,
又唔係好過分,
一過左一分鐘我就叫佢走
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係真架
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我:「好似唔多夠說服力
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若凝:「真係冇講大話,
信又好唔信又好
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我:「我都好想信
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但係親眼見到好難信喎.」
之後大家停左一陣,
幾十秒之後,
若凝先再講返野
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若凝:「其實,
可唔可以話俾我聽,
點解你要咁緊張
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我:「係囉,
我都唔知點解咁緊張,
明明我同你,
乜關係都唔係
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當時我唔知若凝點,
淨係想快啲走,
我好驚會喺佢面前流馬尿,
所以一講完最後嗰句,
就擰轉頭走左,
青春,
總係會帶嚟遺憾,
回望返過去,
處理真係好唔成熟.