[校園][純愛]《幸運星下的預言》: 第一百三十二章
可能你地覺得佢好橫蠻無理
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不過嗰陣嘅我選擇一言不發
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呀唔係,
唔應該用選擇去形容
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而係我根本冇第二個做法
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根本就乜都講唔到
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我好想發爛渣鬧佢
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話佢諗多咗唔好幻想咁多
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不過我開唔到口
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佢的而且確講中咗
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而且重描述得好啱
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鍾意一個人嗰陣,
真係唔會係咁樣
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點解我咁肯定,
因為我以前試過
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樣樣野都好緊張
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不停反思自己有冇問題
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有試過就有比較,
佢唔講出嚟,
我可以一直呃自己
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依家唔得呀
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一字一句擲地有聲直入心坎
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冇得再呃自己,
其實我知自己做緊乜
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就係因為明知故犯,
我先更加無地自容
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跟住嗰晚我就搵咗呀澤出嚟傾計
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唔可以話訴苦嘅,
純粹有個人陪我傾下計咁樣
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我一打去就話:「我同Sylvia散咗
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跟住佢即刻出嚟
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兩條友好似以前咁
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買幾罐啤酒去球場坐
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跟住我就講返頭先Sylvia同我講嗰啲野啦。
呀澤:「其實你應該知啦
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最近呢三段感情你係想點我諗你唔會冇答案,
你係唔好意思講啫
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我:「我點會唔知
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亦正如你所講,
點好意思講出口
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就係怕好似今日咁樣
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俾人一語道破嗰個衝擊
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呀澤:「一路唔講出口,
自己就聽唔到
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但係依家人地講埋出嚟,
你想講冇得再呃自己丫嘛
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係咪
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我冇講野
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淨係點頭,
呀澤:「記唔記得我以前講過
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屌好似就係喺呢個球場
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又係飲住嘉士伯
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我:「唔係藍妹咩
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呀澤:「我唔飲藍妹架喎
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我:「係咩
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唔緊要啦唔係重點
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繼續
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呀澤:「屌俾你打斷左唔撚記得添
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我:「你話你以前喺度講過呢
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呀澤:「屌我記得喇
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有一日我地咪飲到醉醉地
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神智清醒嘅
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不過講一啲平時我地唔會講嘅話題
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我:「有啲印象喎
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我應該知你講乜
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不過你繼續啦
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呀澤:「我咪講過男人自自然然就會變一個仆街
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唔需要點樣學習,
總之會逼你學識點樣做
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你依家好成功丫
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我冷笑咗一下
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我:「原本唔覺架,
係頭先Sylvia講咗句
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『定係因為一開始你就當我係水泡,
所以你先講唔好意思。』
佢簡直係中正紅心
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呀澤:「大佬我識咗你幾多年呀
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如果我咁都睇唔出我諗你都唔信啦
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我就係知你條契弟係嗰種沉溺自己世界嘅人
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所以一直都唔同你講
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我:「你知啦細個嗰陣無聊
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有時會喺度諗將來個伴侶會點樣,
嗰陣個先決條件梗係要自己好鍾意啦
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大個咗原來唔係咁諗
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呀澤:「即係點
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我:「你問我會揀個唔鍾意嘅
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講明先唔係憎呀,
take care到我咁就最好
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同鍾意嘅女仔一齊
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可能係一件好辛苦嘅事。」
呀澤:「即係話你最近三段感情都係呢個標準
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我:「係呀,
衰啲講你揀個唔鍾意嘅
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就算他日俾人帽
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你所受嘅傷害點都唔會比你揀個鍾意嘅大
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呀澤:「你覺得你呃到
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我:「原本我覺得冇問題
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亦都係因為我覺得冇問題,
所以先同佢地發展
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我以為自己做得好好
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原來唔係喎
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呀澤:「我都明嘅
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一個人喺情路上面受過挫折,
真係會影響價值觀
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何況你重係喺初戀嗰次搞到咁大鑊
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我:「嗰次教訓好大,
我之後所做嘅野全部都係建基於初戀嘅經驗
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其實我知咁樣係唔啱
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玩弄感情,
只不過一路都呃緊自己
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以為好硬淨啦,
點知今日Sylvia同我講嗰啲野
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我先知一直都高估自己
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呀澤:「咁依家諗住點
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我:「唔知呀
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單身住先啦,
或者俾時間沉澱下都好嘅
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費事一直鑽牛角尖。」
同Sylvia散咗之後
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我就冇再拍拖,
或者我唔想再傷害多一個人
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原來自己演技太差
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呃唔到人咁就費事啦
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我問過自己,
點解要咁執著初戀
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甚至我所做嘅野
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根本同當年一模一樣
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只不過主客互換,
以前我被佢當成水泡
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依家我當人係水泡
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有咩分別呢
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學余春嬌話齋,
咁多年嚟我都想擺脫嗰個人
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去到最後我發覺自己都變成嗰個人
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佢有咩咁好影響我咁多
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我唔係呃你我真係唔知,
每次上高登,
係呀係高登你冇睇錯
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因為嗰陣重未有連登
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一睇到啲關於初戀嘅post
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我就不期然諗返以前啲野
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個post叫我留低想同佢講嘅野,
我諗咗好耐,
淨係諗到無限句多謝
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令我有咗咁多永世難忘嘅體驗
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我淨係唔鍾意佢一樣野,
就係佢實在太好,
好到我唔可以用佢嚟做標準
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因為一比較就會見到高低
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搞到分手之後擺脫唔到佢陰影
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咁多年以嚟都係,
以前我會呃自己一早擺脫
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依家人大咗敢去正視
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我先知根本就冇一刻擺脫過
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佢送俾我嗰個幸運星玻璃樽,
我每朝起身都提住自己唔好望
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不過從來都唔會扔咗佢
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以前傾計嗰啲record同埋合照都係,
分手之後我冇再拎過出嚟睇
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但係亦都永遠唔會撳delete
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真係放低會咁嘅咩,
我就係唔敢去望
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我怕一望佢忍唔住
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其實我好想喺個post講嗰啲好難聽嘅說話,
佢送頂帽我戴,
理論上應該好嬲係咪先
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但係我發覺自己真係好懦弱
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我連鬧佢嘅說話都講唔出口
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歷來冇試過有一刻係咁憎自己
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人地送一樣男人最憎嘅禮物,
做啲咁嘅野,
你竟然淨係記住佢有幾好
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一句都鬧唔出口
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你話幾羞恥,
所以點解從來唔會同人講初戀係邊個就係咁解
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冷靜完我喺度諗,
我唔講佢點諗我
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或者佢已經唔記得我係邊個
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所以你諗人地真係冇用,
唔到自己唔自私啲
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如果當日我冇入學生會,
依家個結果會點呢
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雖然我口講多謝咋,
但係我都明白,
有啲人真係寧願從來冇認識過
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諗諗下我又唔忍心捨棄呢段回憶
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所以真係好矛盾,
連我都唔知自己想點
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或者就係有遺憾先會成長
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好唔好我真係唔識去講,
最大嘅遺憾,
可能就係當日我知得太多。