She's out of my life (真人真事!): 14
咁事情就去到7月3號,其實呢幾日我都係日諗夜諗,不過唔可以咁出面,我唔想我屋企人又擔心
如果比我阿妹知道我搵erica,佢實打死我都似,佢嚴重警告過我唔可以再搵,我阿妹真係想殺左erica咁款
咁我都決定試下一日唔好搵erica,睇下自己頂唔頂得順
成日就係打機,訓,打機,訓........好成功咁真係過左一日,心諗應該無問題,好快可以忘記佢
結果一諗住上床訓,個腦又不斷諗住erica,最後都係忍唔住msn又搵erica
仆街又收到果d改pw信,到底係邊撚個成日想改我個msn pw,
諗諗下,我諗應該係paco,我估佢咁小氣,實想入我msn睇erica有無同我傾計/用我msn搵erica睇下erica覆唔
覆,如果唔係無可能咁好氣成日黎改,erica就實唔會咁白痴咁無聊,亦無原因會咁做
然後我就msn左erica
"唔係話怪你,只不過係太不可思疑,定係係你改我pw,"
"比番個解釋我,你可唔可以唔好咁對我,好無禮貌你知唔知"
"比在係你係咁比人改pw 想搞清楚得唔得"
:i know nth 佢突然咁樣覆我,我就同佢傾落去
:其實我都己經做到好君子,你可唔可以對我客氣少少 :我有幾唔客氣?,我MUD都冇做過 :次次問你野,答又唔答,上次打比你,係我識你成年日難聽最惡,最串ge一把聲,我雖然累左你感情同成績, 但我自問我呢一年每刻對你都好好,就算無可能再一齊,仲味做番朋友,都可以好聲氣少少掛..反正佢都
唔會知我地對話 你就比個面 講2句好無
:我而家要搞大學野,遲D覆你 就係我地就停左陣無講野
咁大概2個鐘之後佢就msn覆番我
:ok i wont block u now but im not free now so ttyl (talk to you later) 又一個鐘之後
搞完 :其實你依家大學果邊點架? :我都係用一點黎覆你 : 可唔可以講幾句? :我訓了 :等左你咁耐,可唔可以唔好出住點先,你大學係咪要等到7月尾先知?聽你個fd講話你想讀music? :no :洗唔洗咁阿你....... : reli duno,ttyl :又好眼訓?定傾電話? : sleep 然後佢就突然offline,唉我只好無奈同唔開心,我乜都做唔到
咁依家就去到7月5號,呢一度真係我愈睇愈想喊,廢話我唔講太多
我直接飛到我又同佢msn果part
:呢到講2句好無,唔好成日都唔應我啦好無..,一係咁 如果係 你比1點我 唔係 你比2點我 : . :係關於唔搵我? (我見佢狀態寫住話"記得承諾") : . :咁你係咪會守呢個承落 : . :其實你地依家都照日日出街? : .. :點解你要對我咁衰,你真係朋友都唔想再做? : . : 原因係你唔想又呃住佢? : . :但係你又唔介意傷到我? : . : ..........你做咩會變成咁,咁係咪我再做咩都唔洗顧你?,同我做朋友你覺得好驚? : .. :問心好無 以前真係咁唔開心?要令到你捨棄晒所有回憶而朋友都無得做? : . 頂,我真係愈問愈想死,喊撚埋出黎
: 你咁對我真係搞到我好憎佢,我真係好想反擊唔該,佢到底同你講左d咩 搞到你洗晒腦, 以前果個琳琳去左邊,總係會對住我笑,我依家做咩都真係成日諗起你,唔係話想一齊,係諗緊點解到今
日會搞成咁
: 所有朋友, police n parents 都叫我決絕D,係所有 :我依家玩偷錢老又諗起你扮聲(佢以前日日坐係度睇我玩,成日扮得好搞笑,真時真係玩都唔玩去滋佢 諗起真係好鬼sweet
),聽歌又諗起你唱歌,我只係想傾msn,都咁過分? : 咁多日以黎我聽到的都係咁,fine,but i wont talk much :你到呢一刻都仲係要對我冷淡到咁樣 :forget me,i gtg (got to go),FORGET ME,為左你好,為左我好 :你根本由頭到尾你只係諗住你自己,你話你d朋友家人講咩講咩,你夠唔夠膽14號之後比我向全世界人 平反一次,我真係錯 都只係果個sms太嚇人 想你打番比我,而且你根本知我唔會咁做,我唔甘心係我從
頭到尾咁去對你,但下場就好似係個殺人犯咁,你明唔明我咩感受
:yes,but do u understand me :我真係明你依家諗咩,你就覺得如果一日仲同我有聯落,你一日都會怕自己搵番我,又同佢出現問題,你d fd又可能會鬧你,總之對你無好處,真係每日網上傾下都要咁對我?,你可唔可以念在我地都一年 可唔可
以諗下我有幾難受
:遲D傾 :已經100%讓晒出黎 又唔要d咩..只係朋友都要咁 :你又怨D咩,我失去左的你俾得番我嗎 一聽到呢句我真係心都up撚晒
唔講了,我真係要訓,遲D先傾,i wont block u,i will read ur msn words,i hv to sleep now,gd nite 就係咁我地又嘈左一日