[真人真事][校園][純愛]《兩個我加一個妳》: 第一百二十一章
嗰日我地傾咗好耐
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講到夜晚佢話佢同Michelle今晚會食飯
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芊靈:「一唔一齊
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我:「唔喇下次先啦
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咁走咯
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芊靈:「嗯
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喂
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我:「做咩呀
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芊靈:「漏咗支茶呀
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重係咁大頭蝦
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嗱
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我:「唔該
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「下次先啦」,
典型嘅客套說話,
有幾可真係會下次丫
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同埋都係時候要抽離
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重見得返應該要感到滿足
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都唔可以再強求咁多,
特別係佢好快就係人妻
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一切都塵埃落定
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唔怕老實講,
嚟之前我有呢個心理準備
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知但係我發現我啲心理準備全部都係冇撚用
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去到嗰刻成日都控制唔到情緒
當然最後有交換埋whatsapp同埋instagram
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我:「真係把砲喎有英文名
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Yvonne
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芊靈:「出到嚟做野梗係要多啲名傍身架啦
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係咪先
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我:「唔講真係唔知你叫Yvonne
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芊靈:「正常丫呢個名係過到嗰邊先諗出嚟
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中學嗰陣上英文堂miss都唔係叫我英文名嘅
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佢叫全部人都係叫返中文名哈哈
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我:「唔怪得啦
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我係唔可以喺佢面前開instagram
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因為我搜尋欄嗰度第一個就係佢,
呢啲野費事俾佢知啦
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係解散咗之後我先至開instagram
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去搜尋嗰度打開一個我最常瀏覽嘅instagram用戶,
鄭重地撳一個follow制
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終於可以撳
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呢一個制中間個過程都好繁複
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前後用咗幾年先至光明正大咁樣撳,
冇幾耐佢就accept咗
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咁就決定返屋企慢慢睇啦
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冇需要心急亦都提自己唔到我心急,
冇幾耐食完飯就返屋企
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之後就咁當然係透過社交網站去了解近幾年嘅佢係點樣
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始終我對佢嘅認知重停留緊中學年代
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講真嗰句唔係真係好熟
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我嗰陣自己講自己唔係想做乜,
只係純粹想了解佢近幾年嘅情況啫
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好似朋友咁樣,
絕無半點非分之想
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一睇原來都有80幾90張相
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幾年嚟講又真係唔算多
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咁就不如慢慢睇
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一碌就碌落去最抵,
原來嗰陣呀bi重喺度
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哈哈我都好耐冇見過佢
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睇相同以前好似差唔多咁樣
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好似重肥咗少少
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再睇多幾張,
發現有唔少都係Michelle重有幾個姊妹
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點解唔見佢男朋友嘅
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一路睇落去,
睇到有一幅相係黑白底
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再睇埋啲內容應該係講呀bi走咗
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自問我以前都養過狗
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走嗰一刻真係好殘酷
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絕對絕對絕對唔會想經歷多一次
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亦都係因為咁所以之後都冇再養過狗,
唔知嗰陣佢係點克服呢
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不過好諷刺嘅係,
幾年之後嘅今日我先知
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就連關心嘅資格都冇
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乜野都要講時間,
我都想喺佢失意嗰陣借個膊頭俾佢喊
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又或者單純咁樣陪佢,
甚至只係一句好簡單嘅問好,
全部都好想做
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不過全部都冇得做,
就係因為唔啱時間
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咁樣跟住再睇,
就見到佢有去張敬軒2014嗰個演唱會
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重要係尾場,
隔離重有Michelle同埋幾個姊妹
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其實嗰個演唱會我都有去
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但係我就唔記得邊日,
好彩依家呢個時代有Iphone,
就算真係唔記得,
都可以睇返啲相、片個日期
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於是我就拎部電話出嚟睇
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就見到係26號
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一於就上網睇下係26號邊場
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之後搵到原來正正就係尾場,
不得不認命
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呢個世界真係好大,
大家喺同一個空間都可以見唔到
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諗諗下又唔應該怪呢個世界
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結論同當年一樣,
都係冇緣兩個字講完
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如果唔係點解成日喺同一個地方都可以見唔到
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重要咁多年都係不斷咁循環,
根本就冇一個更加貼切嘅解釋
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或者好彩啲嘅話,
早幾年已經可以見得返,
係咁嘅話會有咩發展
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我唔去諗喇,
事過境遷再去回想返其實需要好大勇氣
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好明顯我冇啦
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睇下睇下終於見到佢男朋友
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呀唔係,
應該係未婚夫先啱
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正正常常啦冇乜特別,
係咪好靚仔唔係囉
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講真我真係冇個人情緒
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純粹就咁睇去講啫
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咁樣起碼唔衰先
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我唔識睇人就唔去評啦,
總之佢揀得就可以放心啦
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唔信佢自己唔通信我呢位咁多年冇見嘅朋友咩
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睇睇下發現佢好少會post歌詞,
你知啦好多港女都好鍾意咁樣
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但係佢又唔多見
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直至再睇咗幾十張之後,
終於見佢有post歌詞
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一直都唔多見唯獨係呢個post,
咁就睇下係咩歌
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我有一秒ff過,
嗰首歌係咪我以前喺佢面前求其鳩唱嗰啲陳奕迅嘅歌
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跟住先發現好明顯係我諗多咗
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首歌我就識不過就唔係陳奕迅嘅
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你地應該未必識因為都係十幾年前,
我地呢啲中佬就識,
楊千樺唱嘅
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曾經 發生過感情
發生過不能推翻的許多事情
叫天不應 留著記憶裡風景
為我去指証 發生過感情
發生過不能假裝的一些反應
無法經營 原來你在不確定時候 已盡興
睇完之後我喺度咀嚼份歌詞
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不過因為頭先我ff衰咗,
依家我真係唔敢亂咁諗
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究竟佢聽緊呢首歌嘅時候係諗緊邊個,
反正都冇得證實
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繼續喺度諗都係冇用,
即使我見到佢出post個日期係國慶日
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我都唔敢諗咁多,
咁多年以嚟我學識嘅就係安分守己
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同埋唔好尋根究底,
因為真相未必係你諗咁樣
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倒不如留白,
等件事有朦朧美,
疑幻疑真或者係更加好
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跟住醒起佢話嗰張生日咭要一直右下咁樣睇,
差啲唔記得呢件事,
跟住就二話不說打開櫃桶拎返出嚟睇啦,
明知冇用但都重係唔捨得扔
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不過我好感激當日咁留戀嘅自己
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起碼依家都可以拎嚟睇下究竟佢講乜
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搵到之後見到第一個字係我,
跟住就依照佢講嘅方法去睇,
睇完之後,
大大啖咁吸氣
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或者真係以前從來冇細心咁樣看待,
係自己太過無心裝載
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睇咗咁多次都係諗唔到,
冇架喇我只有呢個反應
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依家都過咗衝動嘅年紀,
日漸釋懷,
唔到我唔咁樣諗。
「我寫咗呢張卡好耐呀,
你唔好唔睇晒佢呀,我嬲架!!!
記得你鍾意毛毛質地嘅野,係咪好勁呢嘻嘻,
你話你介意啲人送啲唔知乜野你,
有啲野明明你自己就唔鍾意但又夾硬要收,
我堅有聽你講呀嘻嘻,
希望你會啱用啦壹仔,原諒我要出去買因為唔識自己整,
17歲生日快樂呀傻仔。」