[真人真事][校園][純愛]《兩個我加一個妳》: 第一百一十四章
嗰陣行嘅時候真係全神貫注
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好細心咁樣留意迎面嚟嗰啲人
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唔容許睇漏眼
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行幾步就回頭望,
我隱約記得我想搵嗰個人著咩衫
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一件黑色薄褸,
冇紮頭髮,
同埋一對啡色boot,
當時就係根據呢啲條件去篩選
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睇下搵唔搵到,
我好有信心我唔會認錯人
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從來都係得一個女仔,
我係會咁上心
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大家認識嗰幾年唔係白費,
見慣見熟點會咁易認錯,
即使已經過咗幾年,
喺人海中我都重係咁有把握,
可以第一眼就認到係邊個
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一直以嚟朝思暮想,
正正係呢一刻嘅要搵到佢嘅本錢
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好快就去返頭先見到佢嗰個位
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我諗唔使講大家都知,
係見唔到啦
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跟住一路逐層逐層上去,
每經過一間鋪頭,
就望下入面有冇我要嘅野
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去到嗰一刻已經冇理其他人點睇
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話知佢地當我係傻仔戇鳩仔乜撚都好啦
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總之目標就係得一個,
當然,
現實總係殘酷嘅
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每行前一步,
換嚟嘅就係多一分失望
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因為真係見唔到我想見嘅蹤影
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最後終於行到上去最頂層,
都係見唔到佢
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跟住我喺度諗,
係喎佢一定會經門口架喎
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就算佢搭地鐵的話都會經地下落去掛,
於是我又拿拿聲落返去地下
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喺嗰度一路徘徊
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睇下見唔見到一個黑色薄褸冇紮頭髮著啡色boot嘅女仔
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如是者等咗成個鐘,
都係見唔到呢一個人出現,
呢個時候都冇得呃自己
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同當年一樣啦,
冇緣分始終都係冇緣分,
何時何地都唔會影響呢一個結果
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哈哈,
原來經歷咗咁多失敗經驗,
再試一次的話都依然會沮喪
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睇嚟我呢幾年嚟都冇學習過點樣處理。
返到屋企,
我再用電腦登入facebook
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繼續去睇下某個人嘅登入狀態
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都仍然係灰色,
我唔認為佢冇玩facebook,
我諗應該係開咗新account
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跟住我特登喺Michelle嗰度搵,
當然啦之前都試過咁樣做,
唔係今日先識
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唔緊要啦再搵多次啦,
特登逐個逐個搵,
都係見唔到關鍵字
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真係好難搵,
最衰自己唔係起底組
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完全係零技巧,
喺度唔怕講埋丫,
其實呢我個腦有兩個好矛盾嘅諗法,
有時我會好想見到佢
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即使依家關係已經大不如前,
亦都已經展開咗新生活,
我都重係好想見到佢一面,
奢望可以講一句好廢嘅說話
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「呢排點呀?」
唔去講以前,
亦都唔會講啲好深入嘅話題,
只係單純咁樣問近況就已經好足夠
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但係另一方面,
我又好怕見到嘅佢唔係我腦入面嗰個佢
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始終冇見幾年,
我唔認為佢會一成不變,
講到尾,
自己一直都唔想承認我同佢嘅關係已經變得好生疏
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變到連傾個計都要求神拜佛,
一直唔見面嘅話我重可以自欺欺人
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喺度回味以前點樣美好,
但係如果見到又不幸言中,
佢已經唔係當年嘅佢
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呢一種真相個殺傷力真係好大
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至少對我嚟講,
所以真係好矛盾
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有時好想見,
有時寧願唔見,
我都唔知自己想點
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向前行從來都係舉步維艱
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跟住我忽發奇想,
係喎唔知我地幾耐冇見呢
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我記得對上一次見面就係2008年12月19日
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之後我特登搵返我cap咗落嚟嗰啲msn對話圖,
我仍然記得我對上一次見佢就係佢send一段好長嘅野嗰日
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對返原來真係2008年12月19日,
跟住就喺度數啦,
原諒我戇鳩仔
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真係戇鳩鳩對住電腦右下角個日曆數
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最後終於數完,
係1002日,
嗰一刻我唔認命
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我特登從頭數多一次,
都係1002,
我應承自己數多一次,
得就得唔得就算
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結果都係1002,
呢個數字總係唔夠完美,
如果係1000的話,
你諗下成件事幾特別
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1000日後再見真係好似拍戲咁樣
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唔緊要,
如果唔係1000咪多日囉,
1001日對我嚟講都好有意義
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因為係我唯一一條為咗佢而諗嘅戇鳩iq題
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全世界唔明點解都好,
至少我同佢都會知道呢個數字係咩回事
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你諗下幾浪漫
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大家相遇嘅日子就係當初一個玩笑,
原來一早講定咗幾時再見
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又係好似拍戲咁樣
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不過,
依家證實咗拍戲就係拍戲,
現實係唔會咁好彩
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邊有咁多稱心如意丫,
偏偏多一日,
凸出嚟呢一日同當年早咗嘅一分鐘,
的而且確係討厭
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成件事好唔圓滿,
或者證明我真係唔係男主角。